Everyone have commitments.

It all depends on how clever you are to balance the time between friends, gf/bf and work.

True, Being the one neglected wasn't as easy as you thought.

Being the one trying to reach for him, is worse.

Being the one trying every way to make it possible, is terrible.

i wish you could see this. i wish you could understand.

and do something about it.

this is hard, very hard.

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I had a great time with my girls yesterday. :)

as usual, heart to heart talk.

we talk about boyfriends, we talk about anything in the world.

i was hearing them talk about their boyfriends, i teared.

i dont know why, but i was just sad.

it suddenly hit me. hit me hard.