i feel every one deserves the right to make choices for themselves whether its for their own good or whether they thought its right. dont they?

well for me at least.

i have the choice to choose who deserves to be with me, whether as a friend or as my boyfriend.

and its up to us whether to accept their flaws and all. right?

well let me make this clear for you, i choose to accept anyone with any flaws to be my friend/boyfriend.

because god wrote this journey for me, the journey to either go through the hard times, the good times with them.

i dont care if they look ugly, they have smelly mouth, i accept them for what they are.

because, i rather you have an ugly face than an ugly soul.

i rather you have a smelly mouth than what came from your mouth is all rubbish.

besides no one was born perfect right?

yes, at some point of time, when things get tough with them, you either try to talk things out or sometimes when you try to talk things out everything became messy, you just don't know what to do.

you're sitting there thinking about whether to give it up or let it go.

well for some reason, i'll always let it go because i just don't want to ruin what we had.

but for some reasons too, when your heart couldn't take it any longer, you give up trying. You practically gave up on them, and you couldn't care less.

this never happen to me before, but it did.

It did recently.